had a cool day today got up at 1 in the afternon, no one was home i felt a bit lost showered then straight on to the computer but not for long i didn't know what to go on really! about 4 i was worried cause my brada wasn't back from school so i rang around. mum came back not long after that, kids were at the pools we watched a muvi, then got a txt the bro is coming down - then mum goes down the shop for dinner, kids get back and now its just really loud 4 kids here yappy yappy alnight probs then mum starts nutting about sleeping arrangemenst like dont yell at me cas i changed the rooms around you had no problem with it then and if you want it back you change it back - i aint doing it i like the way it is set out and it makes sense to!! i dont mind the rest well this will probly be me for the weekend cause the kids will be on here most probs!! shss, i could barely put up with my annoying brother and him iritating mouth now i have 3 others who talk alot!!
i just hope i dont go crazy atthe noise not like anything interesting is on tv anymore!!
Now i am problly in for the longest weekend ever. its not even sunny but it aint rainy either but gezz im pretty lazy aswell! ohh well glee is on soon and then maybe ill just watch movies.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
My early days
okay well im like really bored and kant to sleep even though it is early hours in the morning so im just going to write cause frankly i jus want to do that and im just gona type words if it ends up making no sense then oh shit cas i dont want to think about it too much so here goes....
well off that topic i was almost going to think about how i was going to start to get up and writing again - frankly im thinking about who is reading my blog what is he or she thinking? well i dont care i dont know what you are supposed to type on this thing but i find it a great way for me to let out what my thoughts are and that! i aint going to backstab any of my friends if that is what people are thinking - cause i dont think hat i am that sort of person - i geuss you could say i do a little gossip but who doesn't, everyone ends up talking about someone eventually its just the course of the path! HIgh school omg that was full of heaps of gossiping shit like hell i was in the middle of it all and my friends would split and youd have to pick sides but not me - and i never really got into fights with my friends i never understood why that was i mean i aint perfect but maybe they were saving that time up for now cas like i barely talk to any of my old crew nowadays. i used to think well i am just a good friend thats why and i know i was but somewhere somehow i have no friends practicly. it sucks my days are spent at home on the internet most times watching movies and blooging and ov course facebook. i dont even really talk to friends on that i geuss i am just anti-social i've just been so ashammed because of family cas you get your rep from them well like you start under them like my dad he is in jail and in a gang and i had a boyfriend back in the days and his dad was in the oposing gang the gangs were enemies and well i sorta liked him but i couldn't do much and i cant now i feel likei have something to protect like my name was given by my grandmother, my looks aint that great in some poses but i know i have looks but they've just disapered.
When i was about 8 i useed to be skinny like really skinny and that was cool, i'd go out late nights hang with friends and that then go home i think thats around the stage i started smoking well before that actually. but then age 11 and im still smoking but growning up in the way i did and the others around me i would go to school and me and all my friends would take cigis - taking them out of parents smoke packets and smoke up large at school and then sumdays i would take some bear and during intervals we would ditch school down the bottom of the soccer buses and we would drink up and smoke cigis and have like a picnic munchies there was like heaps ov us boys and girls now i feel those were the days. age just before 12 i think i had my first can of marijuanna - i still remeber those days as if they were yesterday for me the were the funest times me and my sister and cousins who shared with me cas other wise id tell on my sister comes naturally - and well me and my sister grew up mostly with guys from all ov dads mates and well the mother wasn;t very feminem so we would hang down at the bridge or the skatepark me, my sis, and cousin who lived with us and all my sisters mates and we would just smoke marijuanne for the whole day i dont remember who would have brought it but it didn't matter to me.
i feel that now that was a good experience to have had ov-course some people just need a bigger hit and so they go for something more but us no marijuanna was the end! High school at 13 still smoking cigis and weed and drinking at school, being little shits to the teachers and then i was the first new student at the school to go on a high on life course my friends didn't have to do it. but i was in the older class with my sister and all her mates. i got to miss out on classes which was okay but then i got tired of cigarets cas i was always taking them from mum and shed end up fnding out and bashing me or something. and it was starting to be disgusting so i gave up at 15 start of 5th form i thought that the smell was just not that good!!
on my 15th birthday i got margarine container of weed from my dad cas i did the prunning! my sister wasn't going to school but one her mates we were friends and so i walked to school with her and we got high as high as you can get. and we still had to walk up to school but it was still early cas i wanted to miss first class but we walked up and we stopped in at the friends friend house and i fell asleep on the stairs outside like WTHell right! but feeling that now thinking about was great but i think at the time i might of felt like shit but thats just because i was bored shitless. having given up cigis i turned to food and now i find myself constantly poor, never leaving the house and went from size 12 to 16-18 in 3 years and i walked to school everyday and walked everywhere everyday i love my food who doesn't id never get surgery just my arse is huge not really but yeah and i feel i kant be anybody. Lets change the topic i have written way too much!
well off that topic i was almost going to think about how i was going to start to get up and writing again - frankly im thinking about who is reading my blog what is he or she thinking? well i dont care i dont know what you are supposed to type on this thing but i find it a great way for me to let out what my thoughts are and that! i aint going to backstab any of my friends if that is what people are thinking - cause i dont think hat i am that sort of person - i geuss you could say i do a little gossip but who doesn't, everyone ends up talking about someone eventually its just the course of the path! HIgh school omg that was full of heaps of gossiping shit like hell i was in the middle of it all and my friends would split and youd have to pick sides but not me - and i never really got into fights with my friends i never understood why that was i mean i aint perfect but maybe they were saving that time up for now cas like i barely talk to any of my old crew nowadays. i used to think well i am just a good friend thats why and i know i was but somewhere somehow i have no friends practicly. it sucks my days are spent at home on the internet most times watching movies and blooging and ov course facebook. i dont even really talk to friends on that i geuss i am just anti-social i've just been so ashammed because of family cas you get your rep from them well like you start under them like my dad he is in jail and in a gang and i had a boyfriend back in the days and his dad was in the oposing gang the gangs were enemies and well i sorta liked him but i couldn't do much and i cant now i feel likei have something to protect like my name was given by my grandmother, my looks aint that great in some poses but i know i have looks but they've just disapered.
When i was about 8 i useed to be skinny like really skinny and that was cool, i'd go out late nights hang with friends and that then go home i think thats around the stage i started smoking well before that actually. but then age 11 and im still smoking but growning up in the way i did and the others around me i would go to school and me and all my friends would take cigis - taking them out of parents smoke packets and smoke up large at school and then sumdays i would take some bear and during intervals we would ditch school down the bottom of the soccer buses and we would drink up and smoke cigis and have like a picnic munchies there was like heaps ov us boys and girls now i feel those were the days. age just before 12 i think i had my first can of marijuanna - i still remeber those days as if they were yesterday for me the were the funest times me and my sister and cousins who shared with me cas other wise id tell on my sister comes naturally - and well me and my sister grew up mostly with guys from all ov dads mates and well the mother wasn;t very feminem so we would hang down at the bridge or the skatepark me, my sis, and cousin who lived with us and all my sisters mates and we would just smoke marijuanne for the whole day i dont remember who would have brought it but it didn't matter to me.
i feel that now that was a good experience to have had ov-course some people just need a bigger hit and so they go for something more but us no marijuanna was the end! High school at 13 still smoking cigis and weed and drinking at school, being little shits to the teachers and then i was the first new student at the school to go on a high on life course my friends didn't have to do it. but i was in the older class with my sister and all her mates. i got to miss out on classes which was okay but then i got tired of cigarets cas i was always taking them from mum and shed end up fnding out and bashing me or something. and it was starting to be disgusting so i gave up at 15 start of 5th form i thought that the smell was just not that good!!
on my 15th birthday i got margarine container of weed from my dad cas i did the prunning! my sister wasn't going to school but one her mates we were friends and so i walked to school with her and we got high as high as you can get. and we still had to walk up to school but it was still early cas i wanted to miss first class but we walked up and we stopped in at the friends friend house and i fell asleep on the stairs outside like WTHell right! but feeling that now thinking about was great but i think at the time i might of felt like shit but thats just because i was bored shitless. having given up cigis i turned to food and now i find myself constantly poor, never leaving the house and went from size 12 to 16-18 in 3 years and i walked to school everyday and walked everywhere everyday i love my food who doesn't id never get surgery just my arse is huge not really but yeah and i feel i kant be anybody. Lets change the topic i have written way too much!
The Movie - Lotery Ticket
Staring Bow Wow makes this movie so cool for me just finished watching it at 1.42am its like really cool i sorta figured out that he was gna end up with the who he worked with cas it just seemed to fit and i thought that she was cute in a way but she was much cooler that the gold digger who played the role of that really good.
Well Bow wow so suited that movie for me.
ice cube OMG he played an old guy like wow - he pulled it of aswell definetly can see him looking like that when he gets older haha maybe the wrinkles aswell!
i think bow wow is hott celebs i think alot ov em is hot - and i noticed a few african-american actors up in there they ones that are on like the funny crack up movies. AWEsomee!
well having jus finished the movie i feel like i want to watch it again its like prince of persia which is another topic which i will start later. i think that that is what i am going to do now -
i am going to watch movies and give my comments on em - not like a rater or anything just an opinion of someone who watched the movie. and now that i have alot of free time i geuss i can do that.
i jus love this blogging thing i can get all my thoughts out and if i dont want it anymore in like 3 months i can delete it - soo amazing
Lovee Emm BowWow - like not real as in fan way - not crazy stalker though - thats just really WEIRDO hahaha:L
sons of anarchy
OW. when i first came across this programme i was bored and just changeing chanel after chanel and then i seen it, i think the main reason i enjoy the show is because i sorta like the badness but also because it sorta helps me to see what happens in gangs well my dad is in one have been his whole life i've grew up with it my whole family have and it aint that bad here like i was pretty much bossy anyway telling all ov them wat up - but like in this programme that so dont happens! and well the shooting and the bikes is pretty and the guy 'jax' he aint that bad looking for a 30year old. haha.
And well now i watch the show every week its a cant miss show like vampire diaries lucky they are on different days other wise i wouldn't know what one to watch.
i may add more to this later.............
And well now i watch the show every week its a cant miss show like vampire diaries lucky they are on different days other wise i wouldn't know what one to watch.
i may add more to this later.............
The Vampire Diaries
OMG - what an episode, DAEMON so hott. i think stefan has changed alot since he had human blood its like he is a bit weeker or something! Well that was the last episode of season 1 for NZ, but we are going straight into season 2 and i've already seen the first 2 episodes it is going to be so the bestest dont yaa think!!
Well i have like never missed an episode of season 1 i make sure i watch it every thursdays i like i want to rush the week by just so that i can watch the next episode. they end on such intense notes!
Poor Jeremy i wouldaa thought that him and anna would be good - she was a pretty cool chick too. but like katharine is back that is really going to stur sit up like daemon it so really does show that he is in love with elaina now katharine is back i think its gonna be soo show - well it better be cas like i so like the vampire thing sorta like i cant explain it cas i dont have a large variety of big expression words and i dont know how to put it, but like you should know what im talking about right!
Well i have like never missed an episode of season 1 i make sure i watch it every thursdays i like i want to rush the week by just so that i can watch the next episode. they end on such intense notes!
Poor Jeremy i wouldaa thought that him and anna would be good - she was a pretty cool chick too. but like katharine is back that is really going to stur sit up like daemon it so really does show that he is in love with elaina now katharine is back i think its gonna be soo show - well it better be cas like i so like the vampire thing sorta like i cant explain it cas i dont have a large variety of big expression words and i dont know how to put it, but like you should know what im talking about right!
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Addict
i feel like iam addicted to this blogging stuff like when im not on here its okay at first until i really need to hop on here just to write and keep writing its like taking ova my mind and its only me 2nd day. Well i've been like pushing all my family members to hurry up and get of the computer so that i can have a turn just so that i can ov course go on facebook. but also so that i can blog. its weird like i've never wanted the computer that bad just to blog. something is really wrong here. like its taken up my surfing of the net time - cas i like used to just type things into the search of google. but i think ill be doing that at the same time as blogging but i dont know.
How i first started to think about blogging?
i dont even know what the hell blogging means i just take it as an oppotunity to just type what is going on and what im thinking - ever since i watched 'the social network' early hours this morning, and how the guy blogged - well it got me thinking that i could just type about whats going on and my thoughts on things that just pop up in my head. Like sometimes i feel that i can be writer but i don't know panctuation and big words and all that sort of stuff and i frankly cant be bothered.
Well i've been on here for 10 minutes and it has been on this site and i logged into facebook for a while. i feel that i can not truely be myself on facebook like i cant write real, from me. cas i do but not fully thats all its all true but yeah. well thats me for now!!
This sorta thing feels like im bloody writting a diary!! hehehe
Speaking of diaries - the vampire diaries are on soon - i think im next going to blog about that i myt even make it an own page sorta thingy Love that show - soo TEam DAEMON well in some off his poses anyway like his evil bad boy look that is so....OMG Hott
How i first started to think about blogging?
i dont even know what the hell blogging means i just take it as an oppotunity to just type what is going on and what im thinking - ever since i watched 'the social network' early hours this morning, and how the guy blogged - well it got me thinking that i could just type about whats going on and my thoughts on things that just pop up in my head. Like sometimes i feel that i can be writer but i don't know panctuation and big words and all that sort of stuff and i frankly cant be bothered.
Well i've been on here for 10 minutes and it has been on this site and i logged into facebook for a while. i feel that i can not truely be myself on facebook like i cant write real, from me. cas i do but not fully thats all its all true but yeah. well thats me for now!!
This sorta thing feels like im bloody writting a diary!! hehehe
Speaking of diaries - the vampire diaries are on soon - i think im next going to blog about that i myt even make it an own page sorta thingy Love that show - soo TEam DAEMON well in some off his poses anyway like his evil bad boy look that is so....OMG Hott
model no. check
OKay now i have been surfing the web for he past 2 hours trying to find something that lets you check the model number on your technology stuff to see if it is stolen and it there is like nothing about it.
When people asked me what the model no. was when i was selling my things i was thinking why do you want to know about that for?? and now i want to do a back ground check on something that i am going to purchase from a friend. i just want to make sure that its a clean product, because i dont want to go down for accepting stolen goods oh hell no i wont.
Well i just think that they should have a site sorta thing for that but then i geuss they kant cas no one knows the model of their say playstaion when it gets stolen now do they.
k well i think i have finished on that topic for now.
When people asked me what the model no. was when i was selling my things i was thinking why do you want to know about that for?? and now i want to do a back ground check on something that i am going to purchase from a friend. i just want to make sure that its a clean product, because i dont want to go down for accepting stolen goods oh hell no i wont.
Well i just think that they should have a site sorta thing for that but then i geuss they kant cas no one knows the model of their say playstaion when it gets stolen now do they.
k well i think i have finished on that topic for now.
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