School's Out

Okay Well this is my first post. and i would just like to say Hi to everyone first.

Well i have finaly finished high school for well ever. and well now i dont know what to do. i've never had the experience of a real job where you get paid from the govement like sure i know how to work believe me but its like $20 day jobs and well my dads in jail, mum needs the social life and i dont even know how to write up a c.v What the HEll right! Tell me about it, the teachers at school didn't even show me.

And well ive been looking online everywhere for jobs on the job sites and its no good everywhere wants an experienced something like how experienced do you have to be to clean rooms at sleeping vaccancies like hotels, motels. I know how to make a bed properly, wash clothes, dusting, cleaning windows, blahdi blahdi blaa. I dont want want to be like my older siblings oldest bro and sis have kids 2nd oldest bro is living off his parents (adopted out) and its like i have this gutt feeling inside of me that thats going to be me as well.

i mean yeah everyone says go to school get an education go higher, and yeah that counts for some people but for others like in my case i wanted to go to uni but i didnt end up getting the things i need to go and plus theres the cost you dont wana be in debt with the government and then not successfully come out of uni with a degree or something.

So really for some people leaving school may be the best thing for them so long as they are going to do the right things like if you had a job lined up cas you can get certified by training through your work.

so i dont know if i made sense im sure i went off track a bit i geuss i just like righting at 3 in the morning cause im not even tired and i just have to get whats in my head out!
So expect more of this weird stuff that i write about. Haha